I'm lucky that I have a habit of reading. In my life, good things what
I've got or still getting,mostly from books & from my parents.I'm,myself; responsible
for the events those have gone wrong with me. No one ever harmed me. I suffered
or still suffering for my own doings or for my own faults.
I'm, now a father of three children. What I'm giving them? Nothing except love. But in this hard life only simple love is enough? I know it's not. To buildup a proper life money is compulsory option.
I've ruined my life, but I wish no one's life will be collapsed as mine.I also hope everyone along my loving children will be successful in their future life.
Now at the age of forty four I can realize that one should be sincere to their responsible work & always take advise from good books & parents. How worse you may be your parents always ready to forgive your wrong doings and will give you shed & shelter.
I want to start my life once again from the beginning. I want to do something good & profitable for my family. But I'm getting old. I can see it clearly when I look myself into a mirror. My hair is turning white & reducing in number. Also my eye sight becoming poor. But in my mind I still have the same enthusiasm for anything that I had at the age of 21.
What a strange life I'm been through! I have completed my education from Rajshahi University. I read there Biochemistry & Genetics. But my professional carrier started as a senior officer of a specialized bank. Eventually & unfortunately I lost that job.
After loosing my banking job I tried to manage fund to start a book stall. But I couldn't able to manage the fund. I'm still hopeful that one day I must start a book shop, where all kind of books will be available for book lovers.
Now I'm living the life of a boneless parasite. I know I can do better but the opportunities are very limited because of some old haggurds. I'm not underestimating those fathers & grand father. But it is natural that a young fresh enthusiasts must take the leading role without any hesitation and without committees and sub-committees.
I'm, now a father of three children. What I'm giving them? Nothing except love. But in this hard life only simple love is enough? I know it's not. To buildup a proper life money is compulsory option.
I've ruined my life, but I wish no one's life will be collapsed as mine.I also hope everyone along my loving children will be successful in their future life.
Now at the age of forty four I can realize that one should be sincere to their responsible work & always take advise from good books & parents. How worse you may be your parents always ready to forgive your wrong doings and will give you shed & shelter.
I want to start my life once again from the beginning. I want to do something good & profitable for my family. But I'm getting old. I can see it clearly when I look myself into a mirror. My hair is turning white & reducing in number. Also my eye sight becoming poor. But in my mind I still have the same enthusiasm for anything that I had at the age of 21.
What a strange life I'm been through! I have completed my education from Rajshahi University. I read there Biochemistry & Genetics. But my professional carrier started as a senior officer of a specialized bank. Eventually & unfortunately I lost that job.
After loosing my banking job I tried to manage fund to start a book stall. But I couldn't able to manage the fund. I'm still hopeful that one day I must start a book shop, where all kind of books will be available for book lovers.
Now I'm living the life of a boneless parasite. I know I can do better but the opportunities are very limited because of some old haggurds. I'm not underestimating those fathers & grand father. But it is natural that a young fresh enthusiasts must take the leading role without any hesitation and without committees and sub-committees.
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